Feel the warmth.(:
heyhey. its tingen posting again ;D
ystd night was cool. Not gonna tell you why. I chatted with baby! du-uh.
Morning was EaRlY. woke at 8 am.
went to funeral.
Was heart breaking and saddening. D:
was a Funeral of my dad's aunt.
My dad's aunt are real close to her family and grand children's.
I suppose she and her grand children lives together.
It really makes people feel aweful seeing how all her children and grandchildren crowd around the coffin when the so called "person" told them to see her for the last time before the incinerates her.
what makes me wanna cry was when all the grandchildren shouted "ahma iloveyou!!" for the last time together.
then the coffin was closed. One of the children of hers cried till she don't even have the strength to stand.
Then while in the room where its beside incinerator, we all chanted and prayed for her. tears and tears.
The worst part of all came while we were in the room where you have to see her get incinerated.
Hoped i could just close my eyes and walk away. -.-
It was so quiet except for some sobbing here and there..
Then the coffin was pushed out (not yet pushed into the incinerator)
wa shit manz, all the grandchildren were like screaming, shouting, crying...
trying to stop those people from pushing her into the incinerator.
I saw my dad's expression, its like he was about to cry.
Then some of the grandchildren were so helpless that they cried till.... *undescribable*
Then my eyes very very hot liaos. T.T but never cry, keep it. LOLL..
Then when she was
I can hear the youngest granddaughter say " I want ahma back..." kept shouting and crying the same sentence.
She grabbed on the chair not wanting to leave, like she'll never leave unless her ahma come back ):
they have to carry her out. hais.
you may not understand it all feels...
But please do treasure everyone who is beside you.
When they are gone, they're gone.
You might not feel their importance now, but everyone is important.
so be thankful to those who loved you, thanks them for letting you know that love exist. (:
Thanks for all those who cared, all those who were there at all times, all those who gave you great memories.
be thankful to those who lied to you, those who hurt you, those who gave up on you, those who blamed you, those who made you fall. Thanks them for letting you grow and becomes stronger.
I hope my parents understands, thank you papa ma ma! Just don't leave me. cus we're
But i don't think they ever will. ): Always thinking that im the insesible one who don't care. -.-
OK, maybe not. LOL. unreasonable.
OK, maybe not. LOL. unreasonable.
end of today's morning.
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Watched Avatar. the last airbender (?) its about the water this time round.
Fire nation were the baddies D:
Well. today was with bingchen, kevin, jordan, tweety bird ang ahmad.
Kevin backed out cus he saw his alicia. lol.
we went to watched the movie without himmmmm. LOL.
the movie was long and cold. enjoyed it afterall.
I GOT BABY MAH... HANDS HANDS. FELT SO CLOSED. AM VERY COLD BUT VERY WARM AT TH SAMEEE TIMEEE!!! <3
Played @ timezone. then went home with moumouren. baby.
enjoyed. (:
Neoprints.. LOVEIT TTM
end of afternoon.
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My godma came. Cool.
dinn-ed and, yea. they went homeee.
So we went down stairs and burnt some "money",
SEVENTH MONTH. you know, don't have to elaborate. the hungry
always creeps me out.
and here am i posting this long long post, thinking no one will bother reading, but still wanna post.
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hey whoever im refering to.
Stop being a spy and stalk me in fb and my blog.
You dun gain, i dun gain.
You're so extra. Stop coming, not welcome.
This is my blog, i call the say.
STOP STALKING ME -.-
and guess what? my pictures ipost isn't porn man,
children of all ages, starting from 0 month can look at it. -.-
i dun see why i can't post all these pictures, i dun find it nc 16 at all.
roll away. tyvm. very much "appreciated" (: biatch* you're pissing me off.
just trying to be polite.
-tingennn
iloveyou ttm.
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