It's starting to get harder to pretend.

When life is about getting high, finding joy, being happy, getting thrilled, screaming out, unglamness, ignoring what people think, bitching bitches, craziness, hanging out with friends, talking crap, doing nonsense, get carried away, forgetting the world, FUNFUNFUN, my life never seems to fufil any of the above. But i'll find it soon. I want a crazy beautiful life yeah.

Sentosa! Went there with my family, find it quite boring. More fun with friends uh. Saw people clubing. Look fun. hahah. Music blasting like nobody elses business, people dancing like it's 2012, awesomeness! I went there and ladies there were like, BIKINI? They don't care if their boobs are flat or not, whether they're fat anot, they just think that they are sexy that's all. Totally LOL-ED at their fats. Not trying to be mean but it's funny, seriously. Hawt guys everywhere. here hot, there hot. everywhere HOTHOT. wow? hahaha!

I'm going to the religion thingy. I don't expect it to exciting, just hoping it'll be less boring. (: Not say it's very boring la, just that not fun. Although got a little bit hawt guys to stare at :B hahha!

Day three-your parents
Dear pappy and mommy,

three words. I love you. (: Mummy first. Mummy, thanks for the awesome breakfast you make for me every morning! yummy mummy. Although your naggings cause me to have constant headaches and may screw my mood totally, I still love you. you keep saying " aiyo, last time you're so guai... now lehh? HAIS" hahah, I am still guai now, no need hais! ^^ Mother's guai nu er, forever i shall be. Pappy, you're so disiao! You keep disiao-ing people and you talk so loudly. People aint deaf, they can hear you dude! You're just like a friend, we quarrel and fight, but we always make up. (: You keep saying sweet stuffs. You say that i'm your princess! *touched* Thanks for letting me be your princess, i love you. Daddy's princess, forever i shall be. When I'm young, you'll stand by my side and teach me how to write "123"s and "ABC"s. You'hv been by my side since the first they I'm born, always there for me. You watch me learn how to crawl, then walk, then run. Everythime I fall, you'll make sure is stand again. You watch me grow. I thank you as for without you, I wouldn't be where i am now. Thanks for not giving up on me despite the fact that i always let you down. Thanks for bringing me back on track when I almost lost myself. Thanks for lending me a listening ears everytime when i need one. THANK YOU. Ting En Love You So Much. I love you guys for being so awesome ♥ I have my daddy's eye, my mother's face. You created me, and i'm your product. So please love me too.
Yours Truly,
ME.