You were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter.

I officially give up on my 30 day challenge. It’s wayyyy too difficult, I admit it okay!
Life sucks, people in my life sucks too. :O When can life ever be perfect again? Sighz.
Chit bro’s birthday, didn’t go. Reason being, there’s a lot of homework. Actual reason, LAZY. Sorry chit! Hehehe.

I can stack my homework up and I bet it’ll touch the sky. So MUCH (it’s uncountable seriously!) I got so MUCH homework! Can I give up doing it and just comp? ): This is so depressing!
I don’t want to walk this earth if I got to do it SOLO. :D I went back to those songs that I haven’t been listening for quite awhile. Those songs were hell yeah awesome. Bring back certain kind of emotions, thoughts and feeling ♥ I realized songs now a days make people high and make us dancedance like it’s the lastlast night of your life. I prefer those songs that really touch your heart. Behind each song lies a untold story, when lyrics really make sense. Awww! :D

I created twitter. But i have this stupid fear. I don’t dare to follow people and neither do i dare to tweet. Okay that’s dumb, I KNOW. Tweeters are meant for you to freaking tweet and follow some random people. What’s my freaking problem? Since that’s the case, i shall quit twitter. HAHHA.

I think i suffer from some kind of disease or something? I feel so high for a moment, depressed after a few minute, high again then emotional. That’s not the scary part. The scary part is that i don’t even know why am I even feeling depress! It doesn’t make sense. I have nothing to brood about other than my stupid life, but I don’t even care about my stupid life. So my life is definitely not the reason why am i so depressed. So why? THIS IS MADNESS!

I didn’t realize until few days ago, that I have a phobia for falling for someone once again. That’s a little bit creepy you know! How can I have such a phobia? ):

I'hv been shutting all feelings out of me, I can't feel anything now. I may be fine, but deep down I'm empty.