Dear youu,

Now that no one reads blogs anymore, i think it'll be fine to do a nice dedication to the asshole bastard i've been wanting to tell off on my blog :D .

Dear you,

Don't be too suprised that i still remember your favourite colour. I don't know if they are still what you like, but what I know is that I don't care no more. After so many years, I remember how it feels since the very first day. I still remember each and every single incident that happened. It's such a pity that you don't. How sparks fly, and everything. You know what? You won. You won in every aspect. You actually made me feel that you love me, like, you really really do. You actually made me believe in forever. Dear you, you made me feel and believe things I never did. You steal away my first time, my emotions, whether you know it or not. You make me know what love is like. So yeah, you won. You may give me all the butterflies in my tummy, the voice that may be stucked in my head forever. The feeling that no one may ever make me feel again. But yes, I know it will never be the same. After everything that we have been through, all those sad goodbyes, nothing will be the same or feel the same. Furthermore, I learnt to let go, I don't love you, I can't love you, I won't love you, I don't feel it. It's all past tense now. You may be able to give me those magical feelings, but that's once upon a time, you can't make me feel that way now. Your voice may be stuck in my head, but that's once upon a song, you can't keep it playing. True, you're someone I will never forget and will think about along the road. Well, I may be someone you've forgotten now. But the strange thing is, i no longer find it all magical. I don't love you and am proud to say so. I hope you regret ditching me because, you're really lousy you know? You may play with a young girl's heart, but not for long because all the girl in the world will realize how pathetic you really are. Oh by the way, I would still want a boyfriend whom english will be as awesome as you! Because, he will be able to phrase and create awesome quotes and phrase feelings into words like you, how sweet? You once told me love is blind, I guess i'm seriously blind for falling in love with you. You also said that we make no sense, what will really make no sense is that i fell for you, and i can't believe. I must admit you are special, not sure if you're special in a good way or bad way, but yeah whatsoever, you are special. Thanks for being a bastard to make me realize thing. I miss you, NOT! HAHHAHAHAHAH, suckb myh dicks. (: Eat yourself please? Eat your confidence too.

yours sincerely,
TINGEN.