I've fallen to pieces.

When I'm wide awake he has no trouble sleeping,
because when a heart break, no, it don't break even.

Woahz, i think i really flunk it this time. ): I guess I just didn't study hard enough. I really want to give my best shot for the next exam. I don't want to be lousy, neither do i want to look stupid. Because i know i am not, -haolian- . I want to get into the subject combination i want, DOUBLE SCIENCE :B . I don't want to screw my future just because of laziness. I want to score. I don't want to be average, I want to be awesomeeeee. Actions speaks louder than words, and I am those type who only know how to say. I wonder how am I gonna achieve what I just said. O.O Did I just said that?!

God, I hope you were here. Forever my motivation, helping me believe in things i don't and achieve things i can't. You're so high up there, and where am I? Woodlands Ring Secondary, losing to everyone here.You are topping everyone, so high above me, and yet I am still on the ground, watching you shine and seeing myself losing to everyone else. We dreamt, you achieved, I didn't. You never fail to let anyone down, maybe you never knew, but you were flawless to me. I miss you bad, I really don't want to stay here any longer, I'm reaching. Yes, from this very second. But dear you, don't move too fast. Slower down your pace and wait for me will ya? I am just starting but you're already at the finishing line. Wait for me like how you did in Napfa, (: . We will run pass the finishing line together! Be my motivation always, please promise me. Always breaking promises, that's me. But i really don't want to break this promise. We shall meet, at the best university of Singapore. I will not let you down, I promise. Keep shining, and i am on my way to meet you halfway. Just wait.

People came to my housie. God, I gotta change my bedsheet. hahah, sweaty like what still lie on my bed! Want die arh, tsktsk. (:  Lalala, suppose to play bball de lorh! Then PLAN CHANGED. Haiyoz, someone say i pangseh. ): SORRY BOSS!

Wellwell, I don't feel good after taking back my result. I don't dare to tell my dad ._. He won't believe me either if i tell him i will work hard for my next exam, because i always say that but never achieve. I am so going for tuition. Gahh, I hate myself, why am i so dumb? ;O I must work harder. MUSTMUSTMUST.

To you, Who do you think you are, someone so great to tell me what is right? Who do you think I am, a dog of your own? Why, go around flirting. Yeah you might not know how bitch you look like. Low class, not a single bit of elegance. Tell me, why are you so easy to get? No wonder, I bet that's what attracting the guys, you are just so easy to get. So unfriendly of you to comment about each and everyone, thinking it's very funny. My dear it's not. Oh please, you think only you have the brains and people don't? You think only you know how to talk behind people and people don't talk back about you? You think only you hate people and people don't hate you back? Grow up and get a life, be more self-aware, and do realize, THE WORLD HATES YOU. Eat yourself :D

P/S. ohhmyymaamaa, life is starting to get a little bit interesting. A little bit only. ;B