There's no getting over you.

Yes, happiness will find me. I just have to keep believing. But do come soon, because my life is beginning to screw up. Or maybe it's already screwed up long time ago, just that i didn't realize how screwed up it was till now. Sometimes, ignorance is a bliss. There's some things that i wish i didn't know, but i still end up knowing. I can't act as though i didn't realize it, i don't want to lie to myself and tell myself everything is okay. Because i know it's not. Whatever it is, happiness will find me.

God makes no mistake. That's why everyone's special in their own ways. I am not born to please you. You're what you are, and that makes you who you are. I don't want to change myself and be someone I am not, just because this freaking world says so. So many comments, so many things to say about me. You know my name, not my story. I am impressed by how you guys can turn everything into something bad. I know i have flaws, but stop criticizing like as though you are perfect. Please, perfection is just an illusion.

 

To someone : Things change, people change, life goes on.  I bet you forgotten those day when we talk over the phone for ages, basically chatting almost about everything.Those days when i tell you all my tiny little secrets and you tell me yours, knowing that it'll be safe. Those days when you always give me opinions when I'm unsure, treating you like my elder brother. Those days when i don't have to think about what you think of me, if whatever i am saying that very second is childish or not. Those days when being around you is comfortable. But things change and people change too. We don't talk as much, we don't walk back home together, you don't call, we don't share. It felt like we were never once close before. It felt like we are strangers since the very beginning. God, i hate that feeling. You are no longer the one that I knew, and i bet i am no longer the one you knew too. I have no idea since when did we drift apart, since when did we start changing. But all I know is, we can't go back to what we use to be anymore. You may not notice how far apart we are, but i did. Now, looking back to our past is just like reading my history book. Past tense,  history.