My Npcc babes, ♥ . Rock on (:
(Gilyn look funny).
Tomorrow. is. the. day. i will fly on an airplane in the night sky like shooting stars! (: Don't miss me too much, thought i will miss you guys! You guys, as in referring to whoever reading this. Ha.
Yesterday was my first time in this two years going to NTUC with my mama, if i remember correctly. And i realised it was a horrible decision because I saw lots of people. I saw Vince, which i don' t think he saw me. I saw Joshua, which he saw me but i don't think he knew i saw him too! (He made me miss the sc btw ): ) and I saw Leroyyyyyyyyy, which i saw him and he totally saw me and we totally saw each other but didn't say hi. How rude was that? But I don't care ;) . He got a weird haircut. *Raise an eyebrown*.
And I was totally high yesterday! I disgrace myself in publc (again.) but who cares? I'm high. :B I jumped around and played hide-and-seek with my brother in the NTUC, so if I ever appeared on storm with the title "Teenage girl acting like a three years old.", I am already mentally prepared. (:
I got nothing to post, really. So TTFN and do miss me.
Ciaos!
No matter how hurt I am, i won't tell you. History keeps repeating, and I'm so sick. Sorrys don't work anymore, because we both know it will always happen again. I don't want to hurt you, but I don't want to feel hurt either. I don't know anymore. We both changed. We didn't talk these few days and yes, i have been thinking. The you I once knew weren't like that before we walk together, that's something i didn't realize till now. Loving someone shouldn't be so sad, loving is when both of us feel happy with each other's company. But we aint happy, so is that love? You weren't happy, and you made it clear that most of the time it was because of me. But I don't want to be the reason why. We know each other so well, and I always know the reasons you do everything, and you see through me. I kept wondering, if being so close worsen everything. But I always shake that thought off because I can't imagine how we won't talk anymore, and I know I can't stay away. We're just clinging on and finding the most in this relationship, fighting an endless battle when we both know very well that there won't be any outcome. What are we finding and fighting for now? But hey, I don't want us to be strangers, because losing you is like losing a best friend. So, that concludes. And the only question left are, what do I want? What do we want? Hang on, or move on. I feel so broken, and you're the one to blame.
No matter how hurt I am, i won't tell you. History keeps repeating, and I'm so sick. Sorrys don't work anymore, because we both know it will always happen again. I don't want to hurt you, but I don't want to feel hurt either. I don't know anymore. We both changed. We didn't talk these few days and yes, i have been thinking. The you I once knew weren't like that before we walk together, that's something i didn't realize till now. Loving someone shouldn't be so sad, loving is when both of us feel happy with each other's company. But we aint happy, so is that love? You weren't happy, and you made it clear that most of the time it was because of me. But I don't want to be the reason why. We know each other so well, and I always know the reasons you do everything, and you see through me. I kept wondering, if being so close worsen everything. But I always shake that thought off because I can't imagine how we won't talk anymore, and I know I can't stay away. We're just clinging on and finding the most in this relationship, fighting an endless battle when we both know very well that there won't be any outcome. What are we finding and fighting for now? But hey, I don't want us to be strangers, because losing you is like losing a best friend. So, that concludes. And the only question left are, what do I want? What do we want? Hang on, or move on. I feel so broken, and you're the one to blame.
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