Why are people always leaving? I think you and i should stay the same

Where's my " OHMYGOD HI I MISS YOU!" when I call? Where's our never ending topic? Please, stop doing this to me. ._. Do you know that I can't live without you? YOU KNOW! You know we are suppose to be FOREVER, not PAST TENSE. Others can leave me, walk out on me and break my heart for all I care, but you can't. You can't do this to me. IMY. I don't want us to be strangers, IDW. Everyone on earth just gotta stop hurting me like that. Gosh! I know how things have change okay. I know it when I told you I might not be going back. You are suppose to beg me like mad to go, but you did not! Why, why are you doing this to me. You're gonna ruin my life yo. ): My mood is screwed just like that. Things change, People change, Life goes on. I can't LIVE without you. Trust me, you don't want me to break down and cry. Gahhh, TOLD YOU YOU GOTTA STOP HURTING ME. We've been buddies since, like, P4!? And now you moved on to your new life and you're gonna abondon poor old me! FML.

You. Can't. Do. This. Because. You'll. Ruin. ME.

Take me back to time when we were still the best. I can't feel the closeness we once shared anymore. It's like, we were never once close. Our conver lasted less that one min. What are you trying to tell me? Is this friendship of our's so shallow that time can make you forget whatever we once had? Because it seems like you forgotten everything that I still treasure and always will. We are not suppose to say goodbye to each other, remember?

We were little and we made big dreams. We'll go to the same university remember? We will go learn to play the drums, go for singing class, dancing class, go on the stage to perform! And we will get hot boyfriends and we will go on a double date! We will get married on the same day. We will talk to random people and get crazy, we won't bother who the hell is watching us or how unglam we were. We will write to each other every week and update each other on our life. We will be friends till we grow old and die. We will laugh out loud in the library till the libririan chase us out. We will do all the stuff together, and we will be best friends forever. REMEMBER?

When everyone walked out on me, you stayed. When I am at my lowest, you will be there. I didn't bother you, because I thought life at your school is real busy. Well I thought wrong. So instead you went out with some other friends and you left me out. Not once, TWICE. What shit are you doing to me? I thought you will never walk out of my life. I WAS WRONG. WRONGWRONGWRONG. So what am I suppose to do nowwwwwwwwwww? CRASH THOSE DREAMS AND EAT IT UP?

You can't leave this unsettle and leave without a word babe. You will hurt me and I will get into a serious depression and die. The most impossible person who will leave me in tears is you, but you proved to me that nothing is impossible. Got it. So is that's it?

DEAR HUMANS, PLEASE STOP LEAVING TING EN. SHE CAN'T TAKE THE PAIN. ONE MORE PERSON LEAVING AND HER HEART WILL KILL HER SOUL. PLEASE STOP HURTING HER AND AT LEAST LET HER HAVE A LIFE. TING EN BEGS HUMANS TO STOP LEAVING HER LIFE. IF YOU'RE PLANNING TO LEAVE HER, DON'T STEP INTO HER LIFE AT ALL IN THE FIRST PLACE. YOUR KINDNESS IS VERY MUCH APPRECIATED. BY YOURS SINCERELY.

xoxo. My life is officially ruined by MY BEST FRIEND.