Loving him was red.

Losing him was blue like I never known.

Missing him was dark grey all alone.

Forgetting him is like tryna' now somebody you never met.

'Cause loving him was red.

Count down people. 4 more days to my birthday. 11 more days to the awesome Taylor Swift album RED. Oh my god, be excited people! It's Taylor freaking Swift! So far, 5 of her album songs have came out: Begin again, Ronan (not sure if it'll be in her album), We are never ever ever getting back together, I knew you we are trouble and of course RED, :D Go grab it like it's free (but it's not) on 22 Oct!

I have no idea why am I more eggcited about Taylor's album release more than my birthday. ): Hahahaha. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I'M NO EXCITED AT ALL. I think I am more excited about Xmas which more that 2 months away. What's my problem?

So exam is over (I totally screw it)... but I am not dumb. I am just, YOU KNOW, dumb. hahah. I just wish and pray and beg and cry that I won't need to drop A.maths. ): Should've studied, but there's always next year what :D That is, if I can continue A.maths. Haish. It's over, no point broodinggggggg. Get over it, okay I'm over it.

I know it's been a gazillion years since I post. And being the first post since I posted a gazillion years later, I shall update you guys how sad I am. D': HAHAH.

Dedicated to, you know who you are so shut up HAHA:

You're probably NEVER GONNA SEE THIS. It's just that people keep leaving. People keep telling me that "You can't everything." But what I want to say is, I don't need everything, I need you to stop leaving, and people to stop leaving. I mean like, you guys are so important to me. Anyone that stepped into my life is so important, and when people stop talking to me, I do realize it. When I don't say it, doesn't mean I don't care. (this implies to many more others haha) And then I try so dang hard to keep people I love and care about, but people still went ahead without me. ): "When I fell hard, you took step back, without me." You say I'm self centered, but what you never know is, I really need you, not because I want everyone in my life. 多的是，你不知道的事。I've been in your shoes. I guess I understand how you feel so I won't blame you. ): But I'll leave the door on the latch, if you ever come back. "Well you said that we could still be friend." "But you didn't have to cut me off, make it like it never happened and that we were nothing, you treat me like a stranger and it felt so rough." I don't want you to be somebody that I used to know, I don't want remembering you to come in flashbacks and echoes. ): Why aren't you talking to me yet?

(that's not to boyfriend/crush/loveone although it may sound like it because I am lame)

Okay now happy stuff, my dad bought me porridge, YAY SUPPER. hahahah. Forever eating, forever hungry, when there's forever food, I AM FOREVER HAPPY. yumyum.

I think I'll be posting constantly so do read up my blog often! Not like you should care about my life but I am just sayin. Hahah. 

My sister each bitching me right now, I will go ahead and stuff a mouthful of porridge in that stupid mouth of hers now. TTFN! 

-TingEn. :D